TheTheologiansCafe's Thinspo Survey


just for giggles.

Age: 15
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 108
BMI: 18.5 (oh noes)
Dress Size: 3 (triple oh noes)
Highest Weight: 113
Lowest Weight: 96
Goal Weight: 96
Favorite Diet Food: yogurt
Favorite Binge Food: um everything else ? :D
Favorite Exercise: abs
Thinspo: jolin tsai
Where Do You Slip Up? what
When Did It Start? few years ago
Does Anyone Know? yep
Do You Want Help? don't need it anymore ! :D
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? i don't count anymore ! :D (but my lowest when counted was 251 rofl)
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? chubbytubby
Are You In A Relationship? nope
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? thinnish ?
Are You Depressed? nope
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? thought of it
Ever Been To A Psychologist? plz.

 I AM -
[/] anorexic
[/] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[ahh i wish] Under 100lbs
[/] starving yourself
[] participating in a fast

PEOPLE -
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[/] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic

 I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[/] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[] I could stop being ana/mia

 I LOVE -
[/] feeling hungry
[/] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] being weak
[xxx] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

x = still apply, / = used to

i know i'll still always have some feelings for him.

i don't know if i'm beginning to like him.

i'm in the process of learning more about Him.

<3

they got their first car before i did ! :P
thanks to brian(: but the hood doesn't go up and down like ithink it's supposed to :T
it just stays up. oh well. it's still super cute :D



and ! on thursday after volleyball practice before i went to help at freshman orientation, pretty much the whole JV team besides a few people went to melissa d's house and we all BLEACHED our hair (zomg ha) and then we temporarily dyed it purple. but since it wasn't done professionally there's still bits of bleached/undyed hair mixed in x) haha. fun stuff.

except i didn't really tell my mom..

so like we went to jewel the .. next? day and then my hair was still up from practice. and she's like. why is your hair purple ?! and i didn't tell her about the bleaching so i was like. yeah.. it's for volleyball but it'll wash out later (as in a few weeks but she thought i meant a day. ahahah oh silly mom)

and then she's like. o___0; ookay ..

soo yeah. and then we were putting away the groceries in the trunk when she starts swatting at my hair. HAHAHA. she's like. "what's that brown stuff ?!?!" (bleached.)

okay. yeah ok that wasn't really all that funny or interesting but life's been really boring lately.
no more brian, don't hang out as much with judy, super busy lately, school's starting..

ugh

<3 ?