um. no. .. yeah.

i like him.

hiatus ? for like. whatever.
no one reads this anyway.

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sadly,

i've been losing interest for many things.

i don't even like myself anymore.

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Currently Listening: Simple, Starving to be Safe

he's not waiting anymore
and he told me not to either

too hard for him right now to do so much at once when he doesn't have everything under his control.

blaaaaaah. i don't really know how to take it.
and i know it'll take me a LOOOONG time to get over him (which may not even be 100% over him by then) who knows. rar.
rawrawrawrawrawrawr. RAWR. i miss him.
and i still love him.
but if i love him so much i should spend my time being glad he's doing what's best for him.

and in the future.. who knows ? maybe i'll still want to be his :)

so i will make him love me again >:O
i have that effect on people. bwahaahahahhahaa


lol.
alklksdjflskdjf i'm so bipolar ^OOOO^
*cry*

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brian &i got matching phone charms at kfest [koreanfestival] :)
mine is white, like my phone
his is black, like his phone





i was sooo happy too, because i've wanted to go every year since like 4th grade (many korean friends) hah and my mom never let me. but this year i was just like. mom i'm going to kfest with like, brian, or something. k? k.
and i saw a buuunch of people i haven't seen in FOREVER/awhile  ~
like jinah, linda, jin, dashka, lisa, linh, faith, julie, ann, kathy, christine, jae, mujo, jenny

i doubt i'm going back tomorrow, though i wouldn't mind it if i did.

anyway. i am satisfied. hehe. and i have kimchi and kalbi and rice and fried squid, fried veggies, fried dumplings, fried shrimp in my tummy. oh. and green tea bubble tea. and strawberry ice cream.

life is good.

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i don't know why i'm still on this thing. ahah. hah. ha. ok.
so yesterday i went with brian and his little brother jon to young hair salon (no, it can't be googled [sadly], not like you're in the area to go there anyway) so they could get their hair cut by judy's mom. >3< squehehe he looks so cute :#
then we went to the pool with erik and choi and grace and her cousins nicole and <insert complicated korean name here :X (something with a eu i suppose)>
then i wanted ice cream ! so after buying some terrible food from the snack thing at the pool we migrated to village creamery.
and then brian was being all embarrassing dripping mint chip milkshake stuff all over x) bahahah loser. and uhhhhhh then he walked me home
and stuff happened
so then we went to the park !
and i got two mosquito bites on the way ):

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i also went to the doctor's yesterday morning to get my physical exam thing for school
and then i got a shot for menonnonongeinigniggitis. however that's spelled.
and soooh i had to wear this bandaid thing and i asked her if i could still go to the pool
and she said ofcourse ! buuuut my mom didn't really like that so then i had to put on this ghetto laytexfree waterproof bandaid. thing. type whatever.
so .. ihave the ugliest tanline ever. (see figure a)



yuck. which brings me to point #TWO ! the most important part ! =) =)
if you've ever heard about the chinese MACCYS camp, which you probably haven't,
(ahem .. preceding link for more info even though it'll probably bore you :D [oh and the site is clearly outdated but you get the main idea -- it's a camp for children teaching chinese culture/recreation])
you'd know that they have to have t shirts every year representing what year of the chinese zodiac it is.
now, i designed last year's too. . but it was like. meh. five second sketch.
but voila ! :D i'm actually kind of proud of myself this year, especially because my mom made me redo the design like 10293842094502394802394 times (a lot).

anyway. it looks a lot better than it did last year, even though last year was a pig and this year a rat. (pleasant, right ? -o-)
but haaaaaay, they came :3 ! in banana, kiwi, red, and that's it perhaps maybe dunno ? anyway. i wanted banana (as you can see in figure a)

*drumroll plz*


click for better view.

and i know i know, it's nothing special. but the only part of it that was typed was 2008 :D
and shuddup. i know it sucks. but i like the crayons.

ohkay. so that's a big update.
even though no one is gonna read this :)

maybe i'll read this when i'm 80 and admire myself.
or not. ):

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